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Saturday, 28 June 2025

A Path with a Heart: Seeking inspiration from the Nazareth Community

 















On Day 2 of our HeartEdge event weekend in the Parish of Wickford and Runwell, a Quiet Day was held at St Marys Runwell. Entitled 'A Path with a Heart: Seeking inspiration from the Nazareth Community', it was led by Revd Catherine Duce, Assistant Vicar for the Companions of Nazareth, St Martin-in-the-Fields.

Before the Quiet Day, a Contemplative Walk, also led by Catherine, took place at Wickford Memorial Park. This was an opportunity for us to open our hearts to God’s presence in creation, in the local neighbourhood and in one another. The walk can be viewed on our Facebook page here (https://www.facebook.com/WickfordandRunwellCofE/). 

Session 1 of the Quiet Day was 'Silence: the path of contemplation': Silence and contemplative prayer are at the very heart of the Nazareth rule of life. We are formed by this silence. As we enter into silence, we place ourselves in the presence of Christ. We create the place and space for a deeper listening to God, the longings of our own souls and we grow in a deep compassion for the world. In this session we will delve deeply into silent prayer and carve space to listen to the Spirit at work in our lives.  No experience necessary. Come simply ready to rest in the presence of God. 

Our Midday Prayer was led by Revd Moses Agyam (Billericay Methodist Church and Christ Church United Reformed & Methodist, Wickford).

Session 2 of the Quiet Day was on 'Service: the path of contemplative care': In simple acts of giving and receiving and face to face encounter we discover Christ in those we meet. We recognise Christ’s presence especially among those most in need and fearful at this time. In this session we will reflect upon our own acts of service and explore themes of reciprocity and what a path of contemplative care might look like in your life. 

We ended the day with an Informal Eucharist to give thanks for God’s presence and refreshment in the gift of the sacrament. 

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Contemplative Walk - Wickford Memorial Park.

Sunday, 10 November 2024

From turmoil and disturbance to peace and contentment

Here's the sermon that I shared at St Mary’s Runwell this morning:

Steve Turner’s poem ‘History Lesson’ is simple, short and blunt:

History repeats itself.
Has to.
No-one listens.

Remembrance Sunday is an attempt to ensure that people in the UK do learn lessons from our experience of two World Wars, as well as remembering those who have made the ultimate sacrifice in wartime. On one level, we could perhaps argue that lessons have been learnt in that there have been no more wars on the global scale that was experienced during World War II and yet conflict has continued to bedevil humanity. Russia’s attack on Ukraine has brought war, once again, to Europe and Israel’s war on Hamas and Hezbollah threatens to bring the Middle East, more widely into conflict.

Why is conflict so much a part of our human existence? Why, despite the devastation and loss of life that we saw in two World Wars, does it still seem that we are so far from the ability to live in peace with one another? I want to suggest a partial answer to us using the story of Jonah (Jonah 3.1-5, 10).

The story is both well-known and relatively simple. Jonah is tasked by God with preaching to the Ninevites but instead turns tail and takes a ship heading in the opposite direction. A violent storm leads the sailors to throw Jonah overboard. The storm then calms and Jonah is swallowed by a great fish. Inside the fish Jonah repents and, once spewed out onto dry land, travels to Ninevah where he delivers the message God gave him. The Ninevites hear him, repent and are saved from disaster. Jonah is angry with God because the Ninevites are the enemies of the people of Israel and so he wanted them destroyed.

That hatred of the Ninevites was the reason why Jonah rejected God’s call on his life and took a ship in the opposite direction to the place God had wanted him to go. Protection of his people - the people of Israel - by the destruction of their enemies - the Ninevites - was more important to him than doing God’s will. Jonah was angry with God because he thought God should only be on the side of and care for his people and, therefore, he wanted to try to frustrate God’s plans to save their enemies from disaster. He was angry with God because he wanted to possess God by keeping him only as the personal God of his people.

Jonah had actually completely misunderstood God’s relationship with the people of Israel and the reason for it. The choosing of the people of Israel as God’s chosen people and the gift to them of the promised land was not so that they would be protected by their own personal God in a land that was theirs to own. Instead of being their property, the promised land was a gift from God which enabled them to be a light revealing God to the nations around them. So, whenever they thought about themselves and the protection of their own possessions, they were actually wandering away from God’s will for their lives.

When Jonah did this, his lack of surrender to God’s will and God’s way caused disturbance - the storm - in his life which also affected the people around him. It was only when Jonah recognised that the storm - the disturbance in and around him - was directly connected to his lack of surrender to God’s will that the storm died down and he had time and space in which to repent and return to God’s way.

It is the same for us. When we are concerned with what we think of as ours - when we are saying this is mine, my property, my church, my nation - we are automatically anxious, worried and fearful because we are in defensive mode and we experience disturbance; disturbance which affects others because we are trying to protect what we think of as ours from those we think will take it from us. By contrast, Jesus calls us to give up our lives and let go of our possessions by handing them over to him - to let go and let God. When we genuinely do this, we find we are at peace because whatever we have and wherever we are and whatever we do is then in God’s hands - everything is his and his gift to us. We experience contentment with what we have and where we are and what we do because it is all God’s gift to us.

We read in the Letter to the Philippians, ‘I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through him who gives me strength.' (Philippians 4.11-13)

Conflict and disturbance arise in our lives and in our world whenever we, like Jonah, have not surrendered to God’s will. Again, like Jonah, this occurs whenever we want to possess or protect things for ourselves, our group or our people. Instead, God calls us to let go and let God; to simply acknowledge that we own nothing, that all is God’s creation and gift. When we let go of our claim on the things around us, including our own lives, we start to genuinely trust God and learn the secret of being content in any and every situation. In this state, there is no disturbance or conflict because there is nothing to possess or protect and, therefore, we can know and share peace with others.

Jesus shows us how to do this by laying down his life for the sake of others and his resurrection reveals the new life that results. Just as he called his first disciples, so he calls us to follow in his footsteps by taking up our cross and losing our lives for his sake; letting go and letting God.

Will we be like Jonah and resist the call of God which leads to turmoil and disturbance in our lives and our world or will we be like Jesus’ disciples who gave up everything to follow him? Before deciding, we should reflect that to follow him is the way that leads to abundant, peaceful, contented and eternal life. It is as we surrender to God and to his will for our lives that we come to know his peace in our lives and are enabled to share that peace with others.

I began with a poem so I’ll also end with one too. This is ‘Silence’, a poem written by Malcolm Guite immediately following the commemoration of the two-minute silence:

November pierces with its bleak remembrance
Of all the bitterness and waste of war.
Our silence tries but fails to make a semblance
Of that lost peace they thought worth fighting for.
Our silence seethes instead with wraiths and whispers,
And all the restless rumour of new wars,
The shells are singing as we sing our vespers,
No moment is unscarred, there is no pause,
In every instant bloodied innocence
Falls to the weary earth, and whilst we stand
Quiescence ends again in acquiescence,
And Abel’s blood still cries in every land
One silence only might redeem that blood
Only the silence of a dying God.

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Sunday, 19 June 2022

Realising the sovereignity of God

Here's the sermon I prepared for St Catherine’s Wickford this morning:

I wonder how you feel at this stage in the Covid-19 pandemic. Many of us have been unwell. Many of us know people who have died. Many of us, understandably, feel anxious about the extent to which Covid continues to circulate. Many of us have concerns about the impact the pandemic has had on the Church, the extent to which people have come back since we were able to reopen and the underlying financial challenges that have been exacerbated by the pandemic.

Our feelings in this situation are not so dissimilar to those experienced by Elijah in our Old Testament reading (1 Kings 19:1-15). Elijah was depressed, disheartened, isolated and on the run. He felt as though the whole world had turned against him and that he was left bearing the weight of the world on his shoulders alone.

He had gone from a great triumph in which he alone had stood up for God against King Ahab, Queen Jezebel, and all their priests. He had called down fire from God on the altar he had erected on Mount Carmel. The priests of Baal had been unable to do the same, but by undermining them, he had incurred the wrath of Queen Jezebel, in particular, who had put a price on his head and sent death squads to seek him out and kill him. He had fled, taking nothing with him and needing God to provide for his basic needs.

In today's reading, he reaches Mount Horeb expecting God to reveal himself in fire and thunder and lightning, as had been the case when God gave Moses the 10 commandments. Elijah knew the story of the 10 Commandments and had experienced fire from heaven on Mount Carmel. That was the way God acts. When God wasn’t visible through fire and brimstone, he wasn’t there. That, in essence, was the problem Elijah had been experiencing, God had not smitten his pursuers, therefore God must have abandoned him.

But God was about to open up a new paradigm for Elijah and reveal a new dimension to relationship with him, as well as a new way of revealing himself within Israel. The question was not, where was God, but was Elijah up for receiving from God in new ways that were outside his current frame of reference.

To help Elijah, God took him through a process of new understanding. First, he experiences all the old phenomena – wind, earthquake, fire – that he associates with God’s presence or revelation. Yet God’s voice is not heard in any of these ways. Once again, as Elijah experienced these phenomena without hearing from God, he must have been thinking that he had been abandoned and was on his own. Then, the dramatic signs stop, there is quiet, sheer silence, complete absence of speech or gesture, and yet this becomes the moment of revelation, the moment in which Elijah hears God speak in a new way; in a whisper, in gentleness, in presence, within and with Elijah; not through external phenomena but instead an internal conversation – Spirit speaking to spirit.

Not only is the means of transmission new but what God says is new, too. Elijah had come to believe that it was all about him; that he could stand in the breach between God and a world gone wrong and by calling down fire from heaven reveal God in his actions. His sense was that he, and no one else, could do this and that, anyway, he was on his own in standing up for God.

Not so, says God, in reality there are thousands of others quietly making their own stand for God where they are and there is Elisha, ready and waiting to take on Elijah’s mantle and lead the ongoing resistance, which ultimately does not depend on Elijah, or any other human being, because it is all about God and God’s purposes being fulfilled in God’s ways. Elijah has to learn that it is not all about him but instead about God, that God’s purposes are fulfilled in God’s ways, that God always has new ways of acting in human history and speaking into human lives, and that God’s people are more diverse than he, or we, are usually prepared to acknowledge or recognise.

God wants to speak into our worries and fears at this time in similar ways. Just as Elijah needed to realise that God’s purposes in his day and time were not solely reliant on him, it is also fatal for us to think God’s purposes for Wickford and Runwell rely solely on us. Equally, it is fatal to think that God’s purposes for Wickford and Runwell rely on the existing churches in the Town, or even the Church of England churches. Were they no longer to be there, God’s purposes for this place would still be able to be fulfilled.

The most fundamental element to relationship with God and to God’s mission is God. It is God who first reached out to us, it is God who equips and leads, it is God who will bring the kingdom of heaven. Each of us has a part to play, a contribution to make, is loved individually and absolutely, while being equipped for the roles we are called to play. But does it all depend on us? Well, the answer to that question is, ‘No’. This understanding is vitally important because it means we can relax – not in the sense of doing nothing, but in the sense of acting from a place of confidence rather than anxiety. It better to fail in an enterprise that will ultimately succeed than to succeed in an enterprise that will ultimately fail. That is our situation and when we understand it and take it to heart, we will act with confidence in God, rather than from our own anxiety.

Just as Elijah needed to hear God speak in a new way, so we need to realise that God is always doing a new thing because the Gospel always needs to be presented afresh in a new generation. Our job is to look for and discern the new thing that God is doing in our time and our community. That means asking who are the people of peace where we are? Where are those who are creatively reaching out across divides and dismantling barriers in order to bring divided people together? Who are they that stand with those on the margins, who are they that are with the dispossessed, who is it that hears the voice of the voiceless?

It is as we ask ourselves these questions and look for such people, that we will see the new thing God is doing in our area and can get involved. Now is always the right time to look for the new thing that God is doing because God is always doing a new thing.

Asking those questions and looking for those people will also lead us to new partnerships because God’s people are always more varied and diverse that we tend to perceive. Just as Elijah needed to understand that the deaths of the other prophets did not mean that God had no followers left, so we need to look outside our congregations and those of other churches to find those in the wider community who are God’s people, just not aligned with a particular church.

The pandemic has changed us and the Church. The changes that have occurred are not all negative and not all reversible. Change is inevitable – despite the Church sometimes appearing to be the one place where change does not occur – because God is always doing a new thing. The pandemic necessitated changes that we are only just understanding and to which we are only just getting used. As just one example, livestreaming services has meant that people who are housebound have been able to join churches again in ways that they couldn’t previously. It has also meant that people who are not used to church and are reluctant to cross the physical threshold of a building because they don’t know what they will encounter can now check out church from the comfort of their homes before deciding whether to come in person. These are good reasons for continuing to livestream services, even when those who can come to the building no longer need that themselves.

Just as our experience and understanding of God can never define God because God is always deeper and fuller, broader and wider, than we can ever experience or understand, so it is also true that our experience of church can never define God for exactly the same reasons. We constrain God and bring God down to our size when, like Elijah, we come to view our understandings, practices, approaches as definitive. Not only so, but, like Elijah, we become anxious, depressed and defensive, so we think we have to defend what we believe has always been.

Instead, there is freedom and release in coming to the place that Elijah eventually reaches of understanding that God is sovereign, is endlessly creative, is entirely trustworthy, indeed, knows exactly what he or she is doing, and will, in his or her time, bring the kingdom in full on earth as in heaven when all will be well and all manner of thing be well.

So, like Elijah, let us let go of our tendencies to seek to control, and instead let go and let God. It is from just such a change of heart and mind that our revival and renewal will come. Amen.

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Gungor - Dry Bones.

Friday, 25 March 2022

Satisfied by Mother God

Here's the Mothering Sunday piece I've prepared for this week's newsletter at St Martin-in-the-Fields:

One of the loveliest of the Psalms is 131, in which Israel is pictured as a weaned child resting in the arms of God, its mother.

This Psalm is special for three reasons. The first, is its humility and lack of pretension. Instead of being portrayed as a great nation, Israel self-identifies as a dependent child reliant on God for all its sustenance and security. ‘My heart is not lifted up, my eyes are not raised too high; I do not occupy myself with things too great and too marvellous for me.’ The Psalm recognises that the depths of God’s being and the complexities of life are such that, ultimately, we will not have all the answers to life, the universe and everything; so, must rest in trust.

Second, in the literature of a primarily Patriarchal society it is a source of wonder that God is sometimes imaged as female. This is one of those instances – there are others – and provides a basis for understanding God as both beyond gender yet able to be imaged through gender. It also acts as a challenge or encouragement to go beyond the relatively small number of occasions in which the Bible images God in this way by exploring this under-developed way of imaging God further. Mothering Sunday being an appropriate occasion to be reminded of the benefits of doing so.

Third, the Psalm opens up for us a particular avenue to rest, reflection and silence. In this Psalm the baby feeds on God so fully that it is satiated and satisfied and in that experience rests in silence. How often do we feed on the milk of God – her presence, her words, her actions – to the extent that we can, in that moment, take no more and lie still, trusting, satisfied, in the everlasting arms that always hold us whatever the great and marvellous things that surround us.

I wonder whether that is an experience of God you would like to enjoy this Mothering Sunday.

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Friday, 22 January 2021

Seeing is Receiving: The art of contemplation (5)

4. Silent

Brian Clarke says that stained glass ‘can transform the way you feel when you enter a building in a way that nothing else can!’[i]

I would concur, especially after arriving at l’Abbaye de la Fille Dieu in Romont in time for a memorable service of Vespers followed by silent contemplation in the still onset of darkness falling. Tomas Mikulas, the architect on the restoration of this Cistercian Abbey, has stated that the overall goal of the restoration was to offer both nuns and visitors an ‘atmosphere conducive to meditation and prayer.’ Mikulas suggests that it is the ‘warm and vibrant atmosphere’ created by Clarke’s windows ‘with the changing light of day’ that ‘makes a decisive contribution’ to the space and to the restoration as a whole.[ii]

There are several reasons why this was a surprising outcome in this context. Early on in his career Clarke realised that he had to ‘shake off the ecclesiastical image’ of stained glass ‘if he was going to make any impact in the medium’: ‘I looked for opportunities in all kinds of public buildings and declined opportunities in the church. I fought for that and continue to fight for that. It's a lifelong pilgrimage.’[iii] Not only that, but within the Abbey a group of nuns actively opposed Clarke’s designs on the basis that they were too colourful for a Cistercian chapel. This group was concerned that the strong presence of the windows would overpower the building and that the colour of the windows would reduce the visibility of the murals (dating from the fourteenth, fifteenth and sixteenth centuries) which have been preserved through the restoration.

Mikulas insisted on Clarke and was supported by the Abbess, Mother Hortense Berthet, who ‘loved and encouraged’ the stained glass project. Mikulas writes that she was always far-sighted and, where others could be entrenched behind their ‘achievements and habits,’ she would always ‘promote and encourage projects and renewal.’[iv] The restoration work here, including Clarke’s windows, provides an object lesson in such projects due to the depth of understanding of the history and context developed by Mikulas; one involving listening, collaboration and perseverance in the service of a historic monument and a contemporary community of nuns. Ultimately, this has meant searching for the presence of Christ and the acceptance of others in the great Cistercian Trappist tradition.

His overall goal was the creation of a new and coherent building which was respectful of the buildings’ history while also servicing its use as a place of worship: ‘The colour of the windows is in relation to the path of the sun’s movement and to the nun’s daily liturgy and prayer – ‘starting from the mystical and blue morning in the sanctuary, to warm tones in the nave later in the day’ – and the glass chosen and developed for the windows, some hand-painted by Clarke, responds to the orientation of the building, with richly textured transparent glass in the east, south and west windows, and opaque glass in restrained colours in those that face north, which face onto cloisters and receive only weak natural light.’[v] Mother Hortense responded by saying: ‘I asked the artist before the creation of his stained glass that they carry a message of hope for those who come to share our prayer. I feel that my wish is wonderfully realized in this joyous, dynamic rise towards a future made all of light.’[vi]

At Vespers in l’Abbaye de la Fille Dieu there was a powerful sense of being caught up in a heavenly space and the great corporate song of heaven as the wondrous harmonies of unified plainsong responses combined with the mystical light of Clarke’s windows. Stained glass can transform the way we feel when we enter a building like l‘Abbaye de la Fille Dieu because, as Clarke has said, art brings ‘beauty and something of the sublime into the banality of mundane experience.’[vii]

My slowing down to look over a sustained period immersing myself in the world of this work was then aided by silence and the waning of the light. Just as Bill Viola’s videos, by their form, often encourage us to slow down, so, stained glass, paintings, sculptures and other forms of non-digital/performance art compel us, by their form, to silent contemplation.

‘Painting does not have anything to say’, writes T.J. Clark. Clark derives his obvious, though often over-looked, statement from John Ruskin: ‘I am with Ruskin in thinking that a picture is not by its very nature ideology’s mute servant, and has at its disposal kinds of intensity and disclosure, kinds of persuasiveness and simplicity, that make most feats of language by comparison seem abstract, or anxiously assertive, or a mixture of both.’[viii]

The peculiar advantages that painting’s muteness give it over the spoken or written word are, firstly, that ‘the ‘openness’ of the image can provide a space for the insubordinate, or at least the blessedly unserious’. This is of particular significance in ‘times of enforced orthodoxy (that is, most of the time)’. Secondly, it can make an imaginative wished for vision of history spellbinding, persuasive and concrete, while, at the same time, giving an awareness of the human, earthbound and matter of fact nature of that vision. This is of particular significance in times when ‘the main established metaphors and images look to be indelible, however often they are subjected to the fires of disbelief’.[ix] At the heart of Clark’s insight is the reality that in one image, without recourse to words or text, painting can create a new world which nevertheless continues to relate to this world.

Clark makes these points in a book where he writes, using many words, about images by Giotto, Bruegel, Poussin, Veronese, and Picasso. All of these have literary sources, knowledge of which many viewers bring with them to the paintings when seen. Painting’s separation from words and text is not, therefore, as complete as Clark seems to suggest. Additionally, contemporary art makes significant use of text and sound while retaining some of the qualities of which Clark writes. Despite this, the muteness of painting is, as Clark argues, worthy of remark and reflection.

George Pattison makes a similar point in reflections on Mark Rothko’s painting Black on Maroon: ‘Rothko confronts us with the question: ’But what do you say about it?’ The painting ‘tells’ us nothing: the burden of deciding how to see it is thrown back on us, the viewers – as Rothko explicitly says when he comments that he is equally open to his work being seen in a sacred or secular way. With regard to ‘what’ it means, the painting does not offer any determinate content or specific message. Instead, it opens up a field of pure possibilities, a ‘potential’ space that invites the co-creativity of the viewer.’[x]

Pattison commends slow waiting with the painting until it reveals what it is, in its essence. The muteness of the painting challenges us to do so and when we look for 15-30 seconds or read the label alongside without then looking again at the painting, it is a challenge that we duck.

The poet Ian Wedde comments on the value we accord to words suggesting that we think it perverse to be reticent. He asks whether there is a silence ‘not sullen or inarticulate, but respectful,’ a reticence ‘leaving space in which the words of others can be heard.’ He asks ‘what kind of art might such a space create’ and ‘what kind of art might create such a space?’[xi]

Richard Carter commends silence as the most spacious language available to us:

‘It is silence that offers space for our lives
Too big and complex to be contained or explained by
any words
It is the silence of God that gives a home
to all the hopes, the fears, the fragments, the layers, the
tangents, the tangles and the tearings
And in the silence God holds us, all of us, and tells us
‘You are mine.’
The light, the dark, the shadow,
the sun, the rain, the wind,
the rainbows of our lives
We seek to discover the silence of our God
at the very centre of all that we are
The living centre
that makes the fullness of our humanity possible
Silence is the only language spacious enough to include
everything.’[xii]

Carter argues that silent contemplative space is the ground of our being and, as such, has made it foundational to the sevenfold rule of life (silence, service, scripture, sacrament, sharing, sabbath, staying with) practised by the Nazareth Community at St Martin-in-the-Fields. Discovering silence is about creating space for meeting; a meeting in which we ‘let the sky in, the light in, the earth in, let prayer in’ and in which we are ‘open and naked before God, the immensity of the universe, the enormity of eternity.’ In silence we ‘rediscover our humanity and a world infused by God’:

‘We are always moving
So we don’t see
Always talking
So we don’t hear
Or we hear in snatches, or bites
But we do not listen to the heights or depths.

You are actually have to stop to see
To be still to notice
How often we walk through rather than being with
Walk past without offering time or space
Take the photo without realizing that the true camera is our
inner eye
We think we have to catch up with the world
Actually, we have to be still enough to let the world catch
up with us
And meet us in the still place
Our lives can be like fast trains rushing through a station
So fast you cannot read the signs
Only a flash of colour and blue of people and place
No time to notice
Or see the signs of God

Here and now
Stop
Be in the moment
Lest you miss it and let your mind and body race on
To further racing’[xiii]

Entering silence is a return to the ground of our being because, for all of us, seeing comes before words, as John Berger reminds us in Ways of Seeing: ‘The child looks and recognises before it can speak. But there is also another sense in which seeing comes before words. It is seeing that establishes our place in the surrounding world; we explain the world with words, but words can never undo the fact that we are surrounded by it. The relation between what we see and what we know is never settled … We never look at just one thing; we are always looking at the relation between things and ourselves. Our vision is continually active, continually holding things in a circle around itself, constituting what is present to us as we are.’[xiv]

As a result, Carter sees art as prayer:

‘I had not realised before, but art is a meditation
Because it is a deeper way of looking at the world
A way of seeing both light and shadow
Of observing the detail that escapes the glazed eye
And all the while seeing it through the context of your own
life and the context of the artist
Seeing is reciprocal
It is seeing the relationship between things and the
relationship with you
The proportion, the colour, the shape, the light, the energy,
the narrative, the life evoked
It is seeing how lines intersect and spaces open up
It is recognizing horizons
The sky above
The earth beneath
The still water in the foreground
It is seeing the tiers of life
It is standing and gazing
No longer my head in the focus but the panorama of life in
which I too am part
For I am the seer
It is breaking through the diatribe and seeing
Creation with all its seams of wonder.’[xv]

Following her conversion to Roman Catholicism in 1913, religious subject matter appeared in Gwen John's art in the form of paintings and drawings of religious figures, some historical and some contemporary. She also became an artistic observer of the religious life of the Catholic community in Meudon where she had made her home. However her depth of faith was primarily expressed through the practice of her art. She wrote of entering 'into art as one enters into religion' and the attention that she paid both to the subjects of her slowly evolving oil paintings and in the rapid sketches she made of local people in church seem to have equated with prayer for her. She viewed herself as a sensual creature unable to pray for any length of time but, inspired by the 'Little Way' of Saint Therese of Lisieux, which outlines how the smallest thing can be done in the name of God, wrote that she must be a saint in her work. What she could express in her work, she wrote, was the 'desire for a more interior life'.

In her art, John achieved a sense of quiet meditation on the beauty of everyday existence that sets her work alongside that of Jean-Baptiste-Simeon Chardin, Giorgio Morandi and Vilhelm Hammershoi. Ultimately for her, post-conversion, this sense of stillness and tranquillity derived from her prayerful attention to the holiness of each moment. She wrote of seeing ‘that God is a God of quietness’ concluding ‘and so we must be quiet’.[xvi] By this means, she truly became 'God's little artist ... a seer of strange beauties, a teller of harmonies’.

By depicting the silent interior life through rooms full of human presence but empty of human beings (domestic scenes or still life’s) or women seated alone in contemplation, she begins a ‘journey of wonder’ for us ‘and then leaves us to travel alone with our thoughts, to listen to the work and its setting rather like the words of a poem.’[xvii] Listening to the setting of the work brings us to reflection on its sources.

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In 2010 for The Artist is Present, her performance piece New York’s Museum of Modern Art, Marina Abramovic sat, motionless and silent every day during museum hours for three months, directly opposite members of the public who queued to spend time in silent dialogue with the artist. This piece, which was about stillness, silent contemplation and being in the present, presented silence as a context for observation and reflection and a mode of communication.

During this piece the artist had the idea for the Marina Abramovic Institute which offers workshops designed to bring body and mind to a quiet state and events in quiet and non-hierarchical spaces with exercises designed to connect with oneself and others through observation.

Abramovic has listed her rules for artist’s regarding silence in a manifesto published as part of her memoir Walk Through Walls. See https://vimeo.com/72711715 for The Artist is Present and https://www.brainpickings.org/2016/11/30/marina-abramovic-artist-manifesto/ for the Manifesto. Another significant statement on art and silence is by Susan Sontag - http://www.susansontag.com/SusanSontag/books/stylesOfRadicalWillExerpt.shtml.

For paintings created in silence which retain the atmosphere of silence, look at the work of Celia Paul, as well as that of Gwen John. For many years Celia Paul’s mother used to climb the 80 steps to this studio in order to sit for her. She would arrive exhausted and out of breath but then would pray in silence as she sat for her daughter, the air being charged with prayer. Paul’s paintings are no less charged with prayer, as, although not conventionally religious, prayer, she says, is still in her bloodstream. A strong sense of peace emanates from her work as she juxtaposes direct observation with mysticism. The peace which emanates is hard won, as is the seclusion found within her studio amidst the complexities of the relations she paints. She paints peace, while painting in peace, despite the disruptions of guilt and grief that arise from her past; a new day, a new dawn is depicted undefined by the past.

‘Lighten our darkness, we beseech thee, O Lord’ is the prayer that would most readily characterise these pieces, as the emergence of light is often Paul’s subject, resolution and goal. A halo effect surrounds Paul’s features in Self Portrait with Narrow Mirror. The sun, hidden by a dominating dark central tree, streams rays of illuminating light on The Brontë Parsonage lit from without among sombre blues and greys. The light in Kate in White, Spring 2018 overwhelms and overawes spilling over and enveloping the sitter. Breaking, Santa Monica provides a word and image for the peaceful light which breaks through, emerging and emanating from her canvases. God is in the light which pierces the darkening gloom within these works. My Mother and God is 167.3cm of dark canvas stretched from the still image of her sitting mother praying, with those prayers calling forth the thin band of yellow light entering the space at the apex, apotheosis and apogee of the canvas.

To explore the silence of Celia Paul’s work go to https://www.victoria-miro.com/artists/186-celia-paul/.

Wonderings

I wonder what silence means for you in your circumstances.

I wonder what you hear when there is silence.

I wonder where you encounter silence most readily.

Prayer

God of creativity and rest, what might silence be for me? Nowhere is completely silent, yet there are moments and places where noise abates and where enduring existence is heard. Lead me to such moments and places in ways that work for me where I am and who I am. Amen.

Spiritual exercise

Set aside a specific time for silence, with additional time also available for prayer afterwards. During the silence write down all that you hear in that time and all that comes into your mind. After the time of silence is complete, embrace each thing on your list as a gift and about or for that thing whether as thanksgiving or intercession.

Art activity

Visit a gallery or museum and use headphones to block out surrounding noise as you view the artworks.

Visit a church when you know there will be few people there in order to contemplate the art and architecture in relative silence.

[i] http://www.mikulas.ch/photos/2013/Fille-Dieu/2013-06_vitraux_Fille-Dieu.pdf

[ii] http://www.mikulas.ch/hortense.htm

[iii] https://www.independent.co.uk/arts-entertainment/art/features/glowing-panes-brian-clarkes-stained-glass-windows-have-earned-him-global-recognition-and-the-papal-2093385.html

[iv] http://www.mikulas.ch/hortense.htm

[v] http://www.brianclarke.co.uk/work/works/item/347/5

[vi] http://www.brianclarke.co.uk/work/works/item/347/5

[vii] http://www.mikulas.ch/photos/2013/Fille-Dieu/2013-06_vitraux_Fille-Dieu.pdf

[viii] T. J. Clark, Heaven on Earth: Painting and the Life to Come, Thames & Hudson, 2018

[ix] T. J. Clark, Heaven on Earth: Painting and the Life to Come, Thames & Hudson, 2018

[x] G. Pattison, Crucifixions and Resurrections of the Image: Reflections on Art and Modernity, SCM Press, 2009, p.83

[xi] I. Wedde, ‘Where is the art that does this?’ in G. O’Brien ed., ‘Hotere: Out of the Black Window’, Godwit Publishing Ltd., 1997, p.9

[xii] R. Carter, The City is my Monastery: A contemporary Rule of Life, Canterbury Press Norwich, 2019, p.2

[xiii] R. Carter, The City is my Monastery: A contemporary Rule of Life, Canterbury Press Norwich, 2019, p.8-9

[xiv] J. Berger, Ways of Seeing, Penguin Books, 1972, p.7

[xv] R. Carter, The City is my Monastery: A contemporary Rule of Life, Canterbury Press Norwich, 2019, p.44-45

[xvi] T. Frank, Gwen John: Her Art and Spirituality - https://www.theway.org.uk/Back/461Frank.pdf

[xvii] L. Sutton in Be Still: PassionArt Trail 2016, PassionArt, 2016, p. 9

Click here for the other parts of 'Seeing is Receiving'. See also 'And a little child shall lead them' which explores similar themes.

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Simon and Garfunkel - The Sound Of Silence.

Friday, 18 December 2020

Church Times review - Edmund de Waal: Library of Exile

My latest review for Church Times is of Edmund de Waal's Library of Exile at the British Museum:

THE wisdom of the world is found in words and images and held in containers of space and containers of thought. Edmund de Waal’s Library of Exile gives us architecture, art, and literature combined in one habitable installation, where the inside and outside provide different responses to human learning and creativity ...

Outside this temporary structure, we see destruction recorded; inside, we view, review, and remember; and, when removed, the memories contained in covers will revitalise and renew the rebuilding of a restored thought container.

In the Psalms, in de Waal’s “Psalm”, in this library, in all libraries, we still ourselves and “navigate the space between the silence of things and the silence of people”.'

Other of my pieces for Church Times can be found here.

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My Morning Jacket - Librarian.

Sunday, 13 January 2019

Artlyst - Bill Viola And The Art Of Contemplation

In my latest feature article for Artlyst I explore the extent to which Bill Viola’s works, which can be seen at the Royal Academy from 26 January alongside drawings by Michelangelo, reveal the essentially contemplative nature of art and of the viewing of art. 

In the piece I explore Viola's use of slowness, stillness, silence and sacrament noting that prayer and meditation in religious traditions also use these same elements suggesting that there is potentially much fruitful exploration possible between the forms of contemplation found in the Arts and in religion:

'Viola has said that the form his interest in the spiritual side of things has taken has been, in a tranquil way, to merely look with great focus at the ordinary things around him that he found wondrous. His works ask us to do the same.'

My other Artlyst articles and interviews are:
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Paul Weller - The Soul Searchers.

Monday, 28 May 2018

St Peter's Chapel Bradwell: Summer Sunday Evening Services 2018

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During July and August, reflective evening services with prayer for healing are held in St Peter's Chapel, at the place where the land meets the sea and the sky comes close. A place where the distance between heaven and earth is tissue thin. Enjoy the deep peace of the running wave, the flowing air and the gentle earth, while worshipping at the oldest church in England, founded by St Cedd in 654. All services start at 6.30 pm.

JULY
  • 1st Evening Worship with the parishes of Bradwell; St Lawrence; Tillingham & Dengie and the Ven. Elizabeth Snowden
  • 8th Evensong Led by Camerata. Music by Martin Taylor
  • 15th A feather on the breath of God. Reflections from Hildegard of Bingen
  • 22nd The music of silence
  • 29th The poetry of healing
AUGUST
  • 5th Mindfulness for the soul
  • 12th Music & Healing
  • 19th Healing the land
  • 26th A celebration of Wholeness

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Hildegarde of Bingen - A feather on the breath of God.

Thursday, 15 March 2018

The Nazareth Community at St Martin-in-the-Fields

Here's news of an exciting new initiative at St Martin-in-the-Fields:

This weekend, on Sunday 18 March 2018, 45 people will make their promises and be blessed by the vicar, Revd Dr Sam Wells, as a new intentional community is formed at St Martin-in-the-Fields. The Nazareth Community is an experiment in being with God, with one’s neighbour and with oneself in the centre of London. The community offers a structure and a framework to grow in prayer and compassionate discipleship. It is a dispersed community that joins together in five shared disciplines:
  • Silence
  • Sacrament
  • Service
  • Sacred Study
  • Sharing
The Community’s way is to live prayerfully, simply, attentively and mercifully in the midst of often busy lives. It believes that sacred space is needed at the very centre of our city and aims to deepen a life of contemplative prayer realised in compassionate face-to-face service. The Nazareth Community is rooted in, but not exclusive to, the congregation of St Martin’s. The 45 who will make their promises come from many different walks of life, including those who have known homelessness and those who are refugees. Each new member of the community receives a small Lampedusa Cross. Each cross is made on the island of Lampedusa from the wreckage of migrant boats washed ashore. This is a sign of resurrection born in the pain and the hope of the cross.

Revd Richard Carter, who will lead the community, spent many years of his life as the Chaplain and Brother in the Melanesian Brotherhood, a community that models a similar sense of living in the spirit of the Beatitudes. He writes: ‘The Nazareth Community is about learning to listen again, as St Benedict said, “with the ear of the heart.” We sense the need in this city for sacred space for people to come and replenish tired, stressful or simply busy lives. At the heart of our community we want an oasis of the Spirit - the Spirit that leads to compassionate reciprocity, service, healing and joy. We are not simply managers organising resources and events but those who seek God: women and men of prayer, who know our utter dependence on God’s grace and know this city’s need of God’s forgiveness and love.”

Revd Dr Sam Wells writes: ‘Being with God and one another and ourselves is how we shall spend eternity. The Nazareth Community is a group of people who are saying, ‘Why not start eternity now? Why wait?’ In their living eternal life now we see hope and inspiration for ourselves, our church, our community and our city.’

For further information email Richard.Carter@smitf.org or visit www.smitf.org

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John Tavener - The Lord's Prayer.

Saturday, 23 July 2016

Tasos Leivaditis: The Blind Man with the Lamp

'Tasos Leivaditis (1922–1988) is one of the unacknowledged greats of Modern Greek literature. Not only is he unacknowledged in the English-speaking world, largely because nearly all of his writing remains untranslated, but he also has limited recognition within modern Greek literary circles, where he is often overshadowed by twentieth-century giants such as Cavafy, Seferis, Elytis, Ritsos and Kazantzakis, who have become established names in the literary world at large.'

'His literary output is usually divided into three periods. In his first period (1946–56), Leivaditis develops a ‘poetry of the battlefield’ informed by his commitment to the Leftist struggle during WWII and after. In the tradition of social realism, he evokes the horrors of war but also retains an optimism regarding the future. He paid a high price for these ideals: along with many other leftist writers and intellectuals (including Yannis Ritsos), he was exiled to various camps in Greece, though he continued to write poetry ...

In his second period (1957–66), after the defeat of the Left in the civil war, existentialist concerns begin to surface and his work takes on a bleaker, more introspective and even more religious tone. This religious element becomes most intense during his third period (1972–87), where much of his work is concerned with the question of God and has an almost prayerful and hymn-like quality. Perhaps the best example is his masterly collection, The Blind Man with the Lamp (1983), which includes a ‘Credo’ that has a similar form to the traditional Christian Credo, but is now suffused with highly expressive and surrealistic imagery. The same collection also includes twelve ‘Conversations’, which are actually heartfelt pleadings from the poet addressed to Christ, such as the following:

Lord, we both live in the dark, the one cannot see the other. But stretch out your hand, and I will find it. Let me talk to you, and you will hear me. Only give to my words something of that great ineffability which reduces you to silence.

Leivaditis had an extraordinary ability to capture the depth of things, small and great. In ‘Lighted Window’, for example, he talks of ‘silent moments in which all words weep’, and writes that ‘alone a lighted window at night renders the world more profound’. And in ‘Aesthetics’, he writes: ‘As to that story there are numerous versions. / The best one though is always the one where you cry.’'

'The Blind Man with the Lamp, originally published in Greek in 1983, is the first English translation of a complete collection of poetry by Leivaditis. A pioneering book of prose-poems, Leivaditis here gives powerful voice to a post-war generation divested of ideologies and illusions, imbued with the pain of loss and mourning, while endlessly questing for something wholly other, indeed for the holy Other.'

Conversations: 5

LORD, what would I do without you? I am the vacant room and you are the great guest who has deigned to visit it. Lord, what would you do without me? You are the great silent harp and I am the ephemeral hand which awakens your melodies.

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Nikos Kazantzakis - Askitiki.

Thursday, 3 March 2016

Silence & Honey Cakes: The Wisdom of the Desert


The 4th and 5th century Desert Fathers and Mothers offer a message of profound simplicity and depth. At St Martin-in-the-Fields we are journeying together into their desert of wisdom this Lent to rediscover some of the most vital truths about our lives and faith.

Each Wednesday in Lent there is the invitation to join us for our Bread for the World informal Eucharist where we take the wisdom of the Desert Fathers and Mothers as the theme for reflection. This is followed by a simple Lenten supper before we divide into groups to share thoughts and our own responses to this desert wisdom.

We are using former Archbishop of Canterbury Rowan Williams' book Silence and Honey Cakes: The Wisdom of the Desert as our guide. With him we are exploring the extraordinary wisdom that comes with this desert spirituality, much of which resonates so strongly with aspects of our own modern spiritual search.

  • How can we discover the truth about ourselves?
  • How can we live in relationship with others?
  • What does the desert say about recognising our priorities?
  • How do we learn to pray?
  • How can we create a fearless community?

Yesterday, I led our reflections with the following thoughts:

“… two large boats floating on the river were shown to him. In one of them sat Abba Arsenius and the Holy Spirit of God in complete silence. And in the other boat was Abba Moses, with the angels of God; they were all eating honey cakes.”

So we come to the story which gives this book its title. A man visits the desert fathers and experiences two approaches to spirituality. One involves abstinence, particularly from speech (silence), while the other involves an open welcome, enjoyment of company and the eating of honey cakes. The man expresses a preference for the latter, which leads another to question how such different paths to God can exist. He then receives a vision in which God accepts both.

Rowan Williams explores this story in terms of our different vocations. I would like to talk about it in terms of the two different ways to God that the story juxtaposes.

In one we find God in the world around of us - the people, places, creatures and creations. In addition we use these things as visual or lingual images which reveal aspects of God to us. This is an affirmative way based on the understanding that God's creation is good and that something of the creator can be seen in the creation. This is a way of abundance and of the Arts, where multiple images and experiences build up a composite picture of God. This is the way of Abba Moses in the boat together with honey cakes and the angels of God.

The other way is visualised by Abba Arsenius who is silent in his boat with the Holy Spirit of God. This is the way of abstinence which recognises the inadequacy of every image and word and creature and creation to show or tell us about God. God is always more than any way of describing or imaging him and, therefore, the best way to experience God as is, is to dispense with words and images altogether and go by way of silence and darkness. As a result, this way of experiencing God is known as the negative way or also, sometimes, as the dark night of the soul.

Both ways lead to God, but, as they are polar opposites, they approach God by different routes and therefore we may, at times, have to choose between them and, if we were to follow either to their conclusion, we would have to make an ultimate choice, as Abba's Arsenius and Moses seem in the story to have done. However, it is also possible to combine aspects of both approaches or to follow one way rather than the other at different seasons in our lives.

My thinking about these two ways to God has been informed by the thinking of the poet, dramatist and novelist Charles Williams. His views on these two ways have been summarised as follows:

"The Way of Affirmation consists in recognizing the immanence of God in all things, and says that appreciation of whom and what God has made may lead us to appreciation of Himself. The Way of Rejection concentrates on the transcendence of God, the recognition that God is never fully contained in His creation; it says that we must renounce all lesser images if we would apprehend His. These two Ways have been expressed by the paradox "This also is Thou; neither is this Thou," and tend generally to illustrate, respectively, Catholic or Protestant thought in their attitudes toward the use of images.

While Williams insists that a complement of both these Ways is necessary to the life of every Christian, and that none of us can walk the Kingdom's narrow road by only affirming or only rejecting ... yet he contends that Christians are usually called primarily to one Way or the other.

While both these ways are ways to God, they are also ways to understanding ourselves; in itself a necessary part of our journey towards God. The greatest commandment is to love God and to love our neighbour as ourselves. Rowan Williams connects these things when he writes that the reason why “the desert monks and nuns valued self-awareness” was that to “be a real agent for God to connect with [our] neighbour … each of us needs to know the specific truth about himself or herself.”

These two different ways to God that we have been considering provide, as you would expect, different ways in which to encounter and understand ourselves. On the Affirmative Way, the pre-eminent metaphor may be that of light. Light enables us to see all that is around us. As a result, we can then also perceive ourselves. When we look around us and see other people, creatures and objects, we can undertake an exercise in comparing and contrasting; thinking to ourselves I’m similar to this and I’m different from that. This can take us right back to one of the creation stories in Genesis; that of Adam naming the animals. Names in ancient culture were symbols of the essence of the thing named; so, Adam looks at each creature before him sees its essence and names that characteristic. As he does so, he is himself looking for a helpmate. When he has named all the animals he has still not found his helpmate. The animals are too different to him to fulfil that role but, having encountered difference, he is then immediately able to recognise his similarity to Eve and realise that they are intended to be helpmates for each other.

These thoughts connect with the South African word ‘Ubuntu’, which essentially means ‘I am because you are’, and the phrase ‘I-Thou’ explored by the philosopher Martin Buber, who wrote about “the I-Thou relationship, where our human relationships can only be truly authentic when we open ourselves fully to the other and encounter them as whole and unique persons.” Jean Vanier, creator of the L’Arche communities, also speaks about dependency being at the heart of community and our belonging to one another. “We do not discover who we are, we do not reach true humanness,” he says, “in a solitary state; we discover it through mutual dependency, in weakness, in learning through belonging.” Similarly, St Anthony the Great said ‘Our life and our death is with our neighbour’ and, as a result Rowan Williams states that “only in the relations we have with one another can the love and mercy of God appear and become effective.”

On the Negative Way, the pre-eminent metaphor for knowing ourselves may be that of silence. In silence, we hear the working of our own minds, we hear our self-justification and unmask our need to defend our territory, establish our position, and defend our ego. As Rowan Williams states, “Our words help to strengthen the illusions with which we surround, protect and comfort ourselves; without silence, we shan’t get any closer to knowing who we are before God.” Our “sense of the authentically human, depends and can only depend on the quality of our silence – the need to let go of words in certain ways, that willingness to occupy a space before God which is not a defended territory, defended against God or against anyone else. And because we occupy a space that isn’t a defended territory, it is space both for God and for each other. We are moving beyond our fascination, our hypnosis by the ideas of choice and individuality as conceived in the modern world, moving towards the possibility of a human life characterised by consistent instinctive responsiveness to the truth, acquiring an instinctive taste for truth. A taste for truth, that’s to say an appetite for what is real, so strong that it allows us constantly to keep ourselves in question, under scrutiny, not in an obsessional way but just going on asking, ‘Who is being served here? The ego or the truth?’”

Which boat are we sitting in? In which would we wish to sit? Are our personalities fundamentally compatible with sharing silence or honey cakes? Have we found ways to combine the affirmative and the negative ways or to move between the two at different times and seasons of our lives?

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Morten Lauridsen - O Magnum Mysterium.

Saturday, 27 February 2016

Paying Attention: Emotions

Here is my second address from our Silent Retreat:

Paying Attention: Emotions

Many of the great figures in the Bible seem to have viewed prayer as being more like a constant conversation with God than they did a scheduled time for making requests. In some ways there seems to be a greater understanding of this in Judaism than in Christianity. I’ve been helped and challenged by some of what Jonathan Sacks, the former Chief Rabbi, has said about this understanding of prayer in a fascinating lecture called Judaism, Justice and Tragedy - Confronting the problem of evil.

He sees Abraham as being the starting point in scripture for this kind of dialogue between God and human beings and said that “there begins a dialogue between Heaven and Earth which has not ceased in 4,000 years”. He calls it the dialogue in which God and Man find one another and says that the mood of these dialogues between the prophets and God has been a never-ending feature in Judaism.

Have a look at the conversation between God and Abraham in Genesis 18. 16-33 and see what goes on there. The first thing to see in verse 17 is that God invites the conversation. He could have hidden his thoughts and plans from Abraham but he chooses not to. Instead he shares with Abraham and invites not just conversation but challenge from Abraham. Because that is what Abraham does in this conversation – he challenges God. What Abraham says to God, recorded for is in verse 25, is stunning - "God forbid that You should do such a thing! To kill the righteous with the wicked so that the righteous should have the same fate as the wicked, God forbid! Shall the Judge of all the earth not do justice?" It sounds blasphemous that a human being, who as Abraham says of himself in verse 27 is “nothing but dust and ashes”, should speak in this way to his creator. It sounds blasphemous until we remember that God chose to initiate this conversation and this challenge.

What is God doing then through this conversation? Let’s go back to what God said about Abraham before beginning this conversation. In verse 19, God says that Abraham has been chosen to “direct his children and his household after him to keep the way of the Lord by doing what is right and just”. Remember that phrase, “what is right and just” because it the phrase that Abraham throws back in God’s face – “Will not the Judge of all the earth do right?” - “Shall the Judge of all the earth not do justice?". Through their conversation, God is teaching Abraham to argue passionately for what is right and what is just. As Abraham learns to do this he becomes more able to righteousness and justice to his children and household.

In the same way, God wants us to be in conversation, in dialogue, in debate, in arguments with him so that we can find him for ourselves and actually embody his characteristics and interests ourselves. He wants us to learn to do right through discussion rather than by rote. If all we do as Christians is to learn a set of rules then we will never be able to apply those rules to real life. Because in order to do right we need to apply the Spirit of the Law, not the letter of the Law. Jesus did this constantly and his application of the Spirit of the Law continually brought him into conflict with the religious leaders of his day who were concerned with the letter of the Law. A good example is the story of the woman caught in adultery in John 8. 1-11.

We can see this acted out for us by the people of Israel at Mount Sinai. Let’s look quickly at Exodus 19. In verse 6 we read of God saying that the Israelites “will be for him a kingdom of priests and a holy nation”. Priests in Israel were the people who went into the holy place, into God’s presence. So God is saying that he wants all the people of Israel to come into his presence and to speak with him face-to-face. But turn over the page to Chapter 20.19 and you’ll find the people of Israel saying to Moses, “Speak to us yourself and we will listen. But do not have God speak to us or we will die”. In other words, they are saying we’ll obey God’s rules but we won’t speak with him face to face. They appoint Moses to be their mediator, to go into God’s presence on their behalf.

Moses learns to mirror God from his conversations and debates with God. So much so, that his face begins to shine with the reflection of God’s glory. But the people never really learn what God is like because they will not speak with him face to face. They keep him at arms length by using Moses as the mediator and by trying to keep rules which they know but don’t understand. Paul says in 2 Corinthians 3.18 that we, like Moses, with unveiled faces, seeing the glory of the Lord as though reflected in a mirror, are to be transformed into the same image from one degree of glory to another. That transformation comes as we dialogue, debate, argue and converse with God.

Other people in the Bible who have these kind of conversations with God include: Jacob; Samuel; Job; Jeremiah; Jonah; Habakkuk; Jesus and Paul. The Psalms though are where most of the conversations between people and God are recorded. Virtually all the Psalms are conversations where it is assumed that the hearer is either God or the people of Israel. Some of the Psalms are actually written as conversations though e.g. Psalm 12. In verses 1-4 the Psalmist cries out to God for help, in verses 5-6 God answers and in verses 7-8 the Psalmist responds by expressing confidence in God. Psalm 77 is the record of a similar conversation with God. In verses 1-6 the Psalmist tells us how he cried out to God, in verses 7-9 he tells what he cried out, in verses 10-12 he tells us how God answered his cry, and in verses 13-20 he tells us of his response to God’s answer.

This approach to prayer is one that a number of Christian poets have picked up and used over the centuries:

•             DialogueGeorge Herbert
•             Love III – George Herbert
•             Bittersweet – George Herbert
•             Thou art indeed just, LordGerard Manley Hopkins

The conversations with God that are recorded for us in the Psalms are one’s that involve a whole range of different emotions. You might like to read through some Psalms and identify what is the emotion being expressed. Once you’ve done that then choose three of these different emotions that connect with you and think, if you were to have a conversation with God which involved that emotion, what you would be talking about with him and what you would be wanting to say to him. 

We are often quite restrained in our relationship with God and in our praying. Therefore, we often praise God and say that we will obey or follow him but we rarely argue, protest, complain or question him, at least not publicly. Would today be a good opportunity to start including some of these more difficult emotions in your prayer life?

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Mark Heard - Strong Hand Of Love.